Well, look what we have here...

As she sits and at her booth, and listens to the wonderful sounds of Mute Math, (look to your right) she realizes that she has pretty much the best computer in the entire world, because she can send pictures from her phone via Bluetooth right to her computer. This makes the girl very happy; this figuring out of things she had never known before, which seems to be happening "quite often of late." (That phrase sounds kinda weird, but I googled it, and it appears to be legit.) And happy also that she had decided to to this whole blog thing...fun stuff baby. OH, I wonder if I can send videos as well? Hmmm...I am trying right now. Amazing, technology is amazing. I must lean how to take advantage of that more often, and if I had more time now I would. I got a video up, but I couldn't post it cause it is in the wrong format.
Oh, I miss my family and friends so much, but in the same breath I would not want to be anywhere other than the place I am at now (this statement would make so much more sense if you could see the video). But all of this is not the reason that I decided to blog in the first place. The real reason is as follows:
I'm not going to lie, today chapel was pretty much amazing. The General Superintendent of the Assembles of God, Dr. George Wood, spoke about John 6. Pretty much everyone has heard the story. Jesus fed 5,000+ people with 2 fish and 5 loaves of bread. He then used this story to illustrate a 3 Step Plan on How to Be a Failure. It goes as follows: 1. Focus on how big the task is and how impossible it is; 2. Focus on the little that you actually have; 3. Leave the Lord out of the picture.
He told the story of Lillian Hunt Trasher (hyperlinks are amazing), and her story is amazing. I was mesmerized. I have realized that throughout the years I have gone from the mentality of "Anything is Possible" to "Anything is Possible, if you have the means." A dose of reality, if you will. With this whole growing up thing, I have been realizing that life is not what I expected it to be. I honesty do not know what I actually expected it to be like, but I know that this is not it. It's a sweet sadness really. But I desire to be in a state where He, God, is my means. I want to be ok with the fact that what He means my life to be, may not coincide with what I mean for myself to be. If I am going to be honest I would have to say that at this point for some reason that scares the crap out of me. It is also hard, because I don't know what my "task" is. There are many things that I want to do, but I do not feel like I have a specific "call" on my life. I will say that I have this feeling deep down in my gut that says I will accomplish something great, but I do not know what that "something" is. Anyway, after all of that I just want to say that I think it is important to get back to a Childlike faith. That He is, and always will be, my security. That is all for now, I have been on here way too long and I need to study for my Theatre test